Oops, I did it again ....

Nothing will change.  I am not lucky enough to eat what I want and excuse me for a second, "expel" the food hours later.  I think my metabolism has been on an extended vacation for a few years.  I don't wake up and think about the upcoming exercise I need to do, I actually don't think about it at all.  I always think of tomorrow and how Future Me can figure this one out for herself.  I do however ask myself over and over, "What in the world is wrong with me?"

Whine, gripe, grumble, moan and cry ... I know it could always be worse but why am I such a poor sport when it comes to taking care of me?  I make sure my kids eat their salads and finish it, I make sure they don't sit in front of the TV all day, "Get some exercise," I tell them, "Go play."  But me?  Oh, dear-fatty-me loves to watch television and read and play on the computer.  

What is wrong with this picture?

Another week gone by and what did I do to get healthier?  Zip, zero, nada.  I did do some Christmas shopping and walked around the mall for a few hours.  I would like to think that counts for something, my legs hurt, my feet ached and my thumbs swelled up, seriously, when I move my thumbs swell, totally weird. 

So ... nothing will change.  Unless I finally up and do it! I don't have the money for weight loss surgery, which is what four relatives of mine have had done in the past two years.  And if I did, would I want to do that?  It can be done, I have seen it done in my family by the one member who opted out of weight loss surgery and just moved more and ate less. 

I did update my blog a little.  Check out: My New Weigh In Page ... yes, there's a # there now
and: a few more pictures I added 

So, something must change.  I must get over my lazy hump and do as Nike says, "Just Do It!" 

I start work this week.  Big sigh for not having a refridgerator at my service all day long.  Maybe I can wake up ONE HOUR earlier and go walking or do some DVD excerise tapes that are collecting dust.

Only person stopping me, is me.